Friday, August 11, 2006 8/11/2006 10:23:00 PM

Boo!!! like my new blog skin? :D to make things easier for all those hu were complainin bout not bein able to get to my tagboard in the previous one.. nice riggghhhtt?? love the picture.. so contemplative... n u'd probably be surprised to find that it's not pink.. hee hee.. rather go for somethin i find beautiful... i realise i seem to be gettin detached from that self which is all seemingly airheaded... pink no longer really appeals so much.. black does...perhaps i'm going through that whole emo phase.. or maybe it's jus me growing up.. :) i also realised this blog lacks depth... it's basically MY problems, MY opinions, MY life.. nothin bout the world in general.. thus i shall begin analysing things which i've read or found interesting.. one such thing is that of the phrase i read in some random book bout asian australia.. was something about charlie chaplin.. yeah, the guy with the white face n moustache.. it said something along the lines of... don't try to be another. One excels best when they're themselves. He said that to the guy who was trying to be him.. in a deep and far more meaningful manner than i am now.. however, it hit me den... it seems cliche, to ask one to be themselves.. but the way in which it was said, and the fact that the book was chosen simply to act as a facacde by which i could do my hw in the research section, and that i had randomly flipped to a page.. i dunno.. could it be a message from above?

now i sound like a Christian fanatic. Let me stress, i'm not.. i believe in Him and all but i'm not one to go proclaiming his name. Which brings me to a point which i still feel quite sore about.. or maybe it was jus my faith bein tested.. for the confessional box to be labelled as a 'box', and hold water to be seemingly ridiculed as 'boiled' and 'drink after having a blow job' may be harmless.. yet it bugs me that people may actually think so superficially.. no insult to te person, he's nice :) .. i jus felt a lil sore.. no hard feelings k? :D but is that really how we're viewed? psychos hu squish 'desires' so as to be 'pure' priests? honouring a woman who is considered a 'surrogate mother'? i dunno.. my faith hasn't been shaken one bit.. only wonder that, in a multi religious country like ours... could it be that sometimes, we still lack the understanding of others' religions? just a thought.. u may wanna comment n share ur views.... :)